How dare you, of all who speak,
To breath such bullshit from your mouth.
To be so vain, and expect so much.
Lying and cheating became second nature,
As you led your life for you alone.
You speak of abandonment,
As though you have room to talk.
Of all people I have met, I cared for you the most.
How I wanted to be there for you,
To help and comfort when it was needed.
You decided to stab in the back,
Turning the blade slowly.
Pulling the jagged edge across my heart.
Thinking you could change, I was wrong.
I wanted you of all to succeed,
And I wanted to be there when you did.
However, you’re a liar and a flake.
I try to wash my hands of your emotional cry,
And yet, somehow I stay concerned.
I wish I could explain to myself why,
As much as I hate you, I love you more.
Why do you have to be what you are,
Why do you do what you do?
What gives you the right to cast stones,
As though you don't live in a glass house!
I want you gone, in the worst way.
I want to be far away from the idea of you.
I want you to disappear and never return.
But, You won't, and I will lose.
Such is a routine I have come to accept.
All I can do is yet again,
Say good bye and pray it's the last time.