Love of a Child

It goes without saying, the love of a child is pure.
It has no metes or bounds.
It can cover the world with a blanket of warmth
and it is undeniable.
A childs love is honest, and cannot lie.
The tears they shed carry with them a ton of pain.
To see your child cry, or be in pain,
is more unbearable then anything else.
But the love of a child can cure any sadness
a child can whisper the words of I love you
and melt away the heartache.
The day could have the ups and downs
that make a roller coaster seem tame,
and a child can smile and make it fade.
For those that are blessed with a child they know
that nothing can even become more powerfull then them.
Those that have that child, and care not for them
then the karma they sow, so shall they reap.

Wishfull Thinking...

I cannot help but wonder,
 what it was all for.
Could it be you really cared,
 or was being with me a chore.
Did I not treat you right,
 making you smile.
Could you not tell my love,
 and how I went the extra mile?
I thought I was the best for you,
 and thought we'd last forever,
Now I'm sitting here alone,
 knowing the next time will be never.
Bitter I am becoming,
 and cynical about it all.
Wondering if it could actually ever be true,
 that one day again I'll fall.
I always thought I'd have someone,
meant for only me.
Now I think that perhaps,
 it was all a lie...maybe

I cannot Lie

It won't change, regardless of my actions...
I can't change the way I am.
I can hide my emotions, pretend they aren't there
But I cannot get rid of them.
I care too much, I care for the wrong ones.
I give my heart in whole, only to have it returned in pieces.
It's what I expect, a life of doubt and lies.
I give my all, thinking I will get the same.
I have yet, to ever get in return,
even half of what I have given.
I can love and love,
and never run out,
But I cannot lie any more.
My heart is worn on my sleeve,
as though I am not meant to keep it.

thoughts for the moment...

your memory like kryptonite leaves my heart fallen without a pulse crippled by pain and lost in the dark hand on my soul with out a release without choice its yours forever unable to keep silence the thoughts within my head I scream them outloud that its love, love that is unwavering and unable to be denied...with you I am whole but without you I am lost... hmm so like there ya go!