I cannot help but wonder,
what it was all for.
Could it be you really cared,
or was being with me a chore.
Did I not treat you right,
making you smile.
Could you not tell my love,
and how I went the extra mile?
I thought I was the best for you,
and thought we'd last forever,
Now I'm sitting here alone,
knowing the next time will be never.
Bitter I am becoming,
and cynical about it all.
Wondering if it could actually ever be true,
that one day again I'll fall.
I always thought I'd have someone,
meant for only me.
Now I think that perhaps,
it was all a lie...maybe