It won't change, regardless of my actions...
I can't change the way I am.
I can hide my emotions, pretend they aren't there
But I cannot get rid of them.
I care too much, I care for the wrong ones.
I give my heart in whole, only to have it returned in pieces.
It's what I expect, a life of doubt and lies.
I give my all, thinking I will get the same.
I have yet, to ever get in return,
even half of what I have given.
I can love and love,
and never run out,
But I cannot lie any more.
My heart is worn on my sleeve,
as though I am not meant to keep it.